Last winter the Fire and Ice Series came into being. Now there is a new member to that group. She’s big and beautiful at 56 Cm. circumference. Now that size came with it’s own challenge. Wrapping a Mari at that scale is its own party. Starting round and keeping the roundness takes time and patience. Patting, knocking, bumping, rolling, they all came into play. Slow down and just be the spherical mentor is perhaps the main guide. Let it happen, open the mind and heart to the process and perfect roundness follows, mostly. The ultimate question became when is that moment of “got it”?. Step back, go for a walk, read a book, watch a movie, come back to the ball before me.
The creation of this one came in the midst of a long space away from the studio as centering place. The weeks of ‘will I ever find my own rhythm again’ are done I believe. I have kept studio time central above all else for years upon years. This current interruption to that focus has been fruitful in it’s own ways but the niggling doubts that creep in about how do I get that precious focus central again are certainly present. A friend recently responded with the statement of “Oh that’s really exciting, wonderful to embrace the challenges. How lucky you are. Dive into the middle of whatever presents, wallow and enjoy; evolution of self is again at hand.” It’s all perfect. How many times and places have we read those very words? Even the doubting spaces are food for expanding the mind-heart-awareness. In fact they are most likely essential for such growth of occur and proceed.